by Peter Schwartz
i want your super perfect pink  cheeks
your daily fruitful
your nightly fruitful
your sweet and undying fruitful  
i want so much of you 
that you must grow to give  it to me
yellow flowers would be 
precious but even more   
i want your germs and bacteria
your sludge and misanthropy 
(of which there is perhaps
a single atom)   
i want to feed you an entire
thanksgiving dinner by teaspoon
to pet your rice paper armor 
as gently as sleep itself   
i want to give you thousands 
and thousands of dollars then  turn 
and walk away from you only  to 
show you what i mean   
i want to be your migrant worker
your sweaty lovething, return  to your
fruitfuls even after a whole  day 
in the fields because i want  to 
i want to make a peppermint  gun
and pull the trigger every  ten minutes
till i win your breath, to  carry it 
in my own lungs too  
i want to scissor with you  and 
laugh and laugh because that’s 
not what men do to women and 
then call you the silly  goose 
seriously though, there is  a part 
on my body where my upper thigh
meets my ass that feels so  spongy 
and loose and dead i despise  it 
like a stranger’s, for you,  i’d be 
just that, nothing else, and  fight 
my way back to regrow myself
right back into the man i am  now 
for you, really.  Peter Schwartz's poetry has been featured in The Collagist, The Columbia Review, Diagram, and Opium Magazine. His latest collection Old Men, Girls, and Monsters was released as part of the Achilles Chapbook Series. He's an interviewer for the PRATE Interview Series, a regular contributor to The Nervous Breakdown, and the art editor for DOGZPLOT. He'd love to make love to 'Mean Girls Give Pleasure' by Daniel Johnston.
 
 
Wow! That was pretty deep and slightly disturbing at the same time.
ReplyDeleteLove it!
"i want to feed you an entire
ReplyDeletethanksgiving dinner by teaspoon" . . savor that brotha